Welcome to House Of Hell You want to F o l l o w ? or just D I E ?
Freakisshh
Photography Graphics Sometimes , i wish i was cute as that cat . But unfortunately i'm not . I am just a regular person with nothing special . I look like a monster . Pftt , even my friends never praise me . I will be beautiful in the future . Leeya , Yana , Adini , Dilakyuhyun , Zatie , Syira , Nisaa , Bell ? Thanks you guys for being my friends and accept me who i am even i am like that :')ILOVEYOUGUYSSOFREAKINGFUCKINGDAMNMUCH! I adore you chanyeol Pictures, Images and Photos" border="0">" Park Chanyeol , when will we meet ? when will we get married ? when can i hug you ? when can i kiss you ? when can we laugh together ? when can we cry together ? When Chanyeol , WHEN ? Guess what Chanyeol ? i adore you . Even there are a lot of guys out there who is more cuter than you . i still pick you . Because you are perfect baby ! i tell you perfect :)

i am who i am
. Hate me ? GO DIE :D
Keep waiting .
Thursday, 24 May 2012 | 19:55 | 0 beautiful(s)



I keep waiting for my prince charming to rescue and take me far far away from this castle . But my prince charming isn't coming yet . Is there a prince charming for me ? 


Dear prince charming , please don't make me keep waiting for you . Do you even exist in the real world prince charming ? I hope you do exist . I miss being in love . I miss all the fun that we do . 


If one day I still don't have a prince charming by my side  . I guess , I don't deserve one . To my future husband who is the father of my children please find me as quick as possible . I need you by my side to guide me . I'm lost in this cruel world without your love . 







Stranger .
Wednesday, 23 May 2012 | 20:27 | 0 beautiful(s)

Okay , yesterday i check thru my phone  and i found this one number under qayyim's name . So i just called that number . Just wanna know who is he . *tutt tutt* He answered it . 


Me : Hello , ni qayyim eh ? 
Him : Erm no .
Me : Then who is this ? 
Him : This is Asyraf . You ni sape ?
Me : Ohh A'isyah . So you are not qayyim?
Him : I ada member qayyim but ... ( don't remember what he said)
Me : Ohhh , so ni umur berapa ?
Him : Ni fiffy eh ?
Me : (fiffy ? who the hell is fiffy) . Err , noo this is schaa .
Him : Ni fiffy kan ? Jangan nak tipu laa . I tahu ni fiffy kan .
Me : Sumpah this is no fiffy . (Tak faham bahasa ke dohh mamat ni -_-)
Him : Sumpah ni fiffy kan ? I tahu , suara you macam fiffy . NI fiffy kan ?
Me : Hello , i am not fiffy  . Who the hell is fiffy ?
Him : Fiffy tu member i .Suara dia sama macam you. Betul betul laa ,fiffy kan *while       laughing*
Me : Ya Allah , ni bukan fiffy . Buat ape nak tipu -_- 

*I don't remember the rest of our conversation . 

That night , around 12 something he called . So i answer . We talked and talked and talked . There's so many things that we share . I know he is stranger but i don't know why i feel comfortable when i talk with him . It feels like we've been known each other for along time . But we just known for 12 hours and i told him everything . 

I lost my guy bestfriend . I hope he would replace his place . Well , his voice ? HAHA , seriously cute . HAHA , ohh while we're on the phone . He keep asking the same question . " YOU FIFFY KAN" . I was like , arghh dia ni nak kena bunuh dengan aku ke ape . Maybe me and fiffy have a lot in common but I AM NOT FIFFY . I AM SCHAA :D 

Babi , sial , kimak and all bad words are normal to me . But he ask me NOT to say all those words . He even count how much i say those bad words . Bila nak cakap sial mesti tukar to siot . Bila nak cakap babi , tukar babun . HAHA , i need time dude i need time . HAHA .

Haaa , you ask me to wake you up at 6 . WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER MY CALLS -_- . I SIAP BUAT ALARAM TAHU TAK JUST NAK KEJUTKAN YOU . 

It was 4am and i'm not as sleep yet . He text me " i janji dgn you selagi you tak text i selagi tu i tak tido " Dude , i was playing the game and almost win but you called me . I said " Da you g tido , i nak main game kejap . Kalau i rajin i text a ehh " *end call . HAHA , i have a lot to tell him . But i hope he have time for me :)

KICAP , KICAP , KICAP , KICAP . LOL


Fill in the blanks :D
Tuesday, 17 April 2012 | 03:30 | 0 beautiful(s)





HI , MY NAME IS NUR A'ISYAH BT ABDULLAH AND I WOULD VERY MUCH ENJOY (ALL) WHILE WE WATCH ROMANTIC MOVIES AND THEN WE COULD COUPLE . YEAH I'D LIKE THAT AND THEN SOMEDAY , WE COULD GET MARRIED . ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SAY YES ! 




Well , now I would never do all of that stuff with you . I am totally nothing to you . You said you wanted me to be yours but its just whatever . forget bout it . I am forgetting you . Letting you go . Its been awhile i didn't fall deeply for someone . Once I fall for you , you betray it . Don't you regret if I go . Be happy Zul Ziqri Zulkifli :') 



Fake smile .
Thursday, 22 March 2012 | 01:20 | 0 beautiful(s)



Not even one of my friends knew that its just a fake smile . I may be smiling but its just a fake . My heart are still hurt , if i could cry all the time . I would cry , but i won't . I am trying to be strong . Plus i need your help to help me to bring back my real smile . 




You never knew it right ? How can you not notice it ? Its because you don't care :D 




Yeaaaahh , this is so me :) . I am still in pain , i am still crying bout it . Yes , its been almost three months he leave me but i couldn't let him go . i just don't  know why . I HAVE TRY MY BEST ! 






I WILL TRY TO BE FINE . BE HAPPY . SMILE . 


LAUGH . 


Its just complicated .
Saturday, 17 March 2012 | 21:29 | 0 beautiful(s)

Good morning texts , i really wish i could get one from my beloved boyfriend . Maybe one day when i have one . For now , just my bestie who is a guy always gave me a good morning texts and good night texts . Atleast i get one too right ? :) 





 Insya-Allah i will get a guy who deserve me , treat me better than the old one , accept me for who i am . You may not be interest in me , but maybe other guyss out there are dying to find a girl like me . I will be waiting for the guy , I don't need a charming one . I just need a loving one . That's all matter :) 



My trip to Korea ♥
Thursday, 15 March 2012 | 23:06 | 0 beautiful(s)


From 10March2012 until 15March2012 was the best moment in my entire life , like seriously!




Picture ni tak salah was taken early in the morning around 5am (Korea time) . Lawakaannn ? Nasib time tu dah bangun yeah cause they gave us breakfast . So yeah LAWA :D




Sepatutnya mcm ni 박 , but salah tulis . See betapa sejuk gilaaaa dalam bas tuu -_- i guess its around -3 . Mwehehe , oppa i already go to your country to see you but what to do i didn't meet you :'/









Now its breakfast or lunch time i can't remember . mwehehe ,  okay seriously makanan dia pfftt FUCKING DELICIOUS ! Kimchi dia are the the most bestest la i tell you .




 Oppa , see even a bus have your picture on it :D 

 Dilah , leeya , adini ,  yen . SEE ! mcm budak IIS kaann ? 


Its Nami's Island . Banyak lagi pic . but PRIVATE lewww . HAHA , Ni jee yang i can give you .









My bed , but seriously selesa gilaaa . :D 



Awwwww  , i miss you all'ssss already maaa :'/ 



Welcome to Strawberry Farm :D 


Everyone are busy collecting strawberries :D 




SEOUL HERE I COME :D


Besar right the strawberry ? 




At Star Avenue :D  




 FROM MALAYSIA :D 













Everyone is having fun doing the kimchi . OMG , i'm crying :') I just miss all of this 
This is the second last day before departing to KL (15March)











Okay , pci semua ni , Malam tu (14March) . Its like Pasar laaa . but sumpah best plus sejuk gila nak mampuusss :D 


P/S : THERE , I SAW T-ARA , BOYFRIEND , 

TONY AHN AND KYUHYUN AND SIWON .

KYUHYUN AND SIWON I SAW THEM AT THE 

AIRPORT OMW BACK TO KL . TRUE STORY !


OLDER